Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Blessings in everything

Here I am back at work for a straight 16 hours.  No stress though, we all had dinner, went to a meeting and then home for night time medications ,with all ten clients off to bed by 10pm.  I organize and write reports for their  files , make sure all is set up for following day and then sit watch that they don't sabotage themselves through the night.

Never in a million years did I think that I would ever switch my work schedule to nights.  I love being involved in my clients life too much and feeling as though I can help them rebuild their lives in some way. I was too much of a control freak in my professional life to ever take what I would consider a back seat to the whole picture of the program.
How was I to know that through this illness, God would bring me back to my original passion in life to write  inspirational poems and prayers.

It's been in my heart to do this for twenty years yet been so busy working and raising children and then lost all desires in life ten years ago when I lost baby "Carisma".   Over the last seven years, gradually I opened up and my spirit has been renewed even while illness sneaked into my physical being. Now I have my passions back and desires to edify all those I can reach in this big/small world around me. 

Now I realize that God has blessed me with all kinds of quite healing time , even during my work hours! 
I have total confidence that my physical well being will be renewed as well!!! I am sure that between my faith in God,  less stress, learning to eat proper diet for my personal needs and acknowledging his blessings all around me in every situation, I am bringing myself to a place of turning my will over completely to His will and as I spread my uplifting messages of love my complete being will be healed. 

To God be the Glory


  1. Amen! He will heal and is healing, Carol. Just don't forget Proverbs 3:5-6. It's one of my favorites. Helps me keep my sanity. :)

  2. Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
    In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.