Thursday, April 17, 2025

3650 days

 Dear Cassandra,

Ten years since I hugged & kissed you, laughed with you & still felt pure joy imagining your future. 

When you were here, I couldn't imagine one day without you , now I've had to live through 3,650 days and nights.

My memories of your lifetime fill me with overwhelming joy while dreams unanswered bring unending sadness. 

What holds me together & allows me to make new dreams and feel renewed joy is knowing your soul is still shining bright upon me.  I am always seeking ways to share stories of you with those that knew you, to shine your light with those that didn't. 

Ten years ago I lost you from my reach to hold you and feel you physically. For thirty four years I've been so blessed to be your mama & know your presence both physical and spiritually. As you have reminded me, nothing can seperate us. I will always be your momma and you will always be my Sunshine.

Thank you for sending me signs that you're watching over me.  I am always keeping your light shining , making sure you're remembered & loving you every single day ,in every way possible. ❤️ 

As the song says that you sent me over car stereo:   keep fighting the good fight,  keep letting your light shine, I am here with you on the other side. 

Thank you Sunshine for really being with me from the other side.  

Love you bunches & bunches through eternity,

Momma